It has been 7 weeks and each time I would try to write on my blog, I found I had no words and just could not do anything. I have been thinking about writing but no words would come and I just could not get past Thea's pictures. Then tonight I was talking with my best friend Susan and we were talking about trying to write on my blog and how I needed to be uplifted and joyful - and somehow this song came into the conversation. "Jerusalem" is one of my very favorite songs - it is right up there with "I Can Only Imagine". It makes me feel peaceful - knowing someday I will be there; it makes me feel excited -knowing I will be with Jesus forever and always; and I knew at that moment that I wanted to share this song with everyone. And I knew God was showing me that the healing will come and He will be there every step of the way.
There is still so much sorrow and pain thinking of Thea and not having her with me every day. But I am finding myself thinking more of the fun times and the sweet things she did and trying not to think of her last few weeks. She was a wonderful, loving gift from God and one I will never, ever forget cause she will always live on in my heart and my memories. I like to think that she is in heaven right now sitting on Mom's lap taking a nap. She and Mom both enjoyed that. And someday I will be there with them in heaven (the New Jerusalem) singing praises and loving Jesus every day!!!
"Thank you Lord for helping me through this sad time, for showing me again how much you care and helping me heal. You are so wonderful and I love you so much!!"
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Hey! You are back! Welcome back to bloggityville.
I was reading what you were saying about heaven and a thought came to me. Thea and your mom are probably having a great time in heaven together walking the streets of new Jerusalem. Can you imagine what a sight it is to behold? I can only imagine!
I love you!
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