It's been 2 weeks and I find myself tonight feeling so depressed and sad. Oh, how I miss Thea. I find myself needing to look at pictures of her and wishing she was still here by my side. I never knew I would miss a little dog so much. It hurts so much - I just want to try and escape the hurt. Terri took Thea's crate apart today and I found myself angry that she did that. I did not let Terri know that - it was something that needed to be done as it was not being used. But it was like losing another part of Thea - silly I know. I know, when I think about it, that it will eventually get better. But in my heart - I feel like a part of me is gone. I loved that little dog and I will always miss her. And I pray the hurt will someday ease up. But right now - it hurts so much.
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Debbie,
I am sorry that you are hurting so much. Wish there was something I could do to ease your pain but only God can do that.
Terri was offering you help in the only way she knows how. I know that you know that. It is just hard to cope with all the external signs of Thea disappearing. She will never really disappear though. She lives in your heart and in countless precious memories.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart, Deb. Give God the hurt, anger, sadness, and overwhelming dispair. As a human we are not capable of dealing with so much, but as God he is able to do exceedlingly and abundantly more than we can ever ask of Him.
While you are walking this most difficult road, remember that your family and friends are here for you. We love you. We want to help in any way we can. Our hearts cry with you, dear one. And our prayers are interceding for you.
I love you!
Deb,
It will get better but you will always miss her. It has been almost a year for us and we still have times when we really miss our little guy, like last week when we were camping. But now we can talk about all the great memories we have and it doesn't hurt so much.
I know what you are going through but you have a strong faith and you know God is with you. I love you so much Deb, I wish you were here and I could hold you and comfort you. So close your eyes and imagine me with my arms around you and loving you.
Call me anytime you just want to talk.
Sending you lots of hugs and kisses - Pat
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